Nov 10 2007
Chun Ji Ki Un, Where ARE you?!…the witch who broke her broom…
“Chun JI Ki Un (CJKU), come a lot!…here and now…..no, still not enough…I need more…”…as I sat in the Healing Room, trying my best to “create” a huge energy field that would have a calming effect, I kept wishing or “commanding”…CJKU to please show up….I feel grateful that Master Edward let me sit in, this healing session for my colleague’s dad…so the only way I feel I could contribute is at least to create a “sacred place” in the healing room….
but today, something’s wrong…wrong with who?…at first I thought, Chun Ji Ki Un…’cos it did not come a lot…even as I kept counting on it…at least I thought by commanding, CJKU would understand I am relying on it…so I kept “commanding” in my mind…
after a while, and several moments of disappointment, I felt like Ki Ki…the little witch who could not fly…that time when she lost her true self…what’s a witch with a broom but who can’t fly?! I looked at the tools in my hands…I felt my 6th chakra alright…but still…not much CJKU…what’s going on?
moments of disappointment later…I opened my eyes…this is it…I got bored as CJKU was not responding…as I looked at my colleague’s dad…he was still in pain as Master Edward helped him to release blockages…and I watched Master Edward…his hands were sure and his manner reminds me of a doctor at work…
then at one moment, my colleague’s dad shouted, “You are BEST…YOU ARE BEST!”…as if knocking at my heart, the shouts….CJKU started entering!! Voila! I felt so touched….for his voice came from deep in his heart….deep within…
that moment, I felt a resonance in my own…deep within…yes, this is it…GRATITUDE…and FAITH too…for he had insisted to only have Master Edward treat his condition…and this time, we had to travel further, now that he has moved to another center….”the master is very good…” he would smile as we make our way back in the car…
…GRATITUDE…I bowed my head in shame…”I am sorry Chun Ji Ki Un….those moments you came to me…I took you for granted…I know I do…I am sorry….thank you also for always being there….”
and CJKU came a lot…yes, came a lot…as it reached my dahnjon, the corners of my mouth turned up automatically to break into a smile…thank you, CJKU…
I remembered what Master Bup Sung taught in Healer School…”not like that….feel gratitude in your heart…” he is right…GRATITUDE…yes, when I am lost…lost again…that is when I need to look deep inside and find GRATITUDE again…
Thank you Master Bup Sung…Thank you, HEALER SCHOOL…for helping me see that I am bigger than who I thought I am…Thank you Master Jeon, for insisting I attend the School…Thank you, Master Edward, for showing me, a GREAT healer at work more than once…Thank you, Chun Ji Ki Un…Thank you, Dahn Yoga.